I have just been told that I should consider which one is more important.... cosplay or a friend.

They might be right....

For those who know me from last year....or knows what I have been through.....maybe they would know why that really cut deep.

To find out in the end, this is what I am. 
I might be just another hypocrite. I'm no better than those who hurt me.


I guess I really don't belong here. I'm just not cut out to have good friends.
All I ever do is end up hurting them, end up looking like this in their eyes....

I'm so tired...

I want to disappear from their lives, so I don't hurt anyone anymore.



 

Hey guys in the awesome epic EOY trip to SG and malaysia...

I'm really sorry and upset to say that it's been confirmed that I won't be able to join in on the international smex fun-ness....

My passport papers won't get processed in time for the trip. And an express passport will cost me over $400
On top of that my awesome asian parents have labeled Malaysia as unsafe....

So that's the story......


on the other hand....I WILL still complete Yukimura.....and I WILL still complete Garland....and I WILL most likely be at WaiCon 2010.....

.....

sorry guys...

~WIll
 

Just got contacted by Drew today.

Apparently, he would like me to present a panel at the Madman Nationals in Melbourne....

............
 

8D
 

zomfg......me???

*flails into the distance*

Yes...I was very bored today....so look what I made :D

 aint that inspirational~

I cannot stop laughing....I just cannot stop laughing at something I saw just now....

I FEEL SO NAUSEOUS!!!!!! some one grab me a paper bag!!!!!

LOL!

This is the official details for the Will Thai Harder Next Time Hotpot Dinner!

Date: October 3rd (saturday)

Meeting Time: 6:30 pm

Meeting place: Market city side of Chinatown, next to emperor puffs.

Dinner will be from 7:30 - our stomachs explode.

Please comment if you are interested so I can book the table(s)

Love you all <33333333

My favorite shot from the shoot.

I have post processed 3 more shots. This is the first.
All the raws are now loading onto PB painfully slowly. Should be ready by tomorrow!!!!
 

someone who i havent talked to for forever has poked me and sent me a link of a photo of us together....
wow they sounded so excited about it....

>_>

I'm finally getting a moment of nice sit-down-and-do-nothing time after two days of epic!

I will spare you all from my epic fail story telling and list events in dot points *dies on crabs*

~Went to see Catty and tsubaki and brough them sashimi for dinner yum
~epic huge yumcha with everyone the following day which costed $200 FFFFFF

~painted a city scape background for Cat and Tsu's BGC skit for WCS in two nights =D

~had epic fun voice acting, and rephrasing Jilly and Skye's Japanese script for WCS, tweaking their music ~ etc. Manly Diamond Crevasse and Lion for Men.

~Stayed up all night doing all of the above. had no sleep and now i need to make my own WCS costume OTL hahaha~

Oh yeh and i am addicted to Crazy Planets

....

and MAJOR .....

*faceplants corals*
 

 Okay today in merry land of brisbane

we have started my full body cast, starting with the front of my body.

this involved Mei and Minh glad wrapping me all over then rubbing lube all over my body before plastering me up and leaving me to lie there for 2.5 hours...

LOL my arms were epically hurting by the end OTL

fun times~~~

Heyyyyy Catty and Tsu and Kenny and Star~

It's finally finished uploading~ I havent resized them for upload so they're all full sized  Hi-Res goodness~ <3

Hope you enjoy <33333

I haven't got Star's LJ so if you guys could kindly pass the link to her for me that would be awesome <3333

Here is is: s2.photobucket.com/albums/y50/lonely_fighter/Absolute%20Obedience/

Enjoy~~~
 

SUpanova was awesome. cbf'ed to type con report since it's a sydney con and lacked plane tickets and away from home-ness.

During supanova I was photogher for Catty Tsubaki Kenny and Star for Absolute Obidence...

Here's the batch of pics that i've processed~

Catty

Tsubaki

Kenny 1

Kenny 2

Star 1

Star 2

Catty and Tsubaki Love and Peace~~~

I'll be uploading Kenny 2, Star 1, and The last photo to my DA.

<333

All raws will be available to you guys when photobucket finishes loading them all! <333

hope you like them!

WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!

I finished a commission item todai!!!

TTGL Yoko Rifle~
and I made this in 4-ish hours, and I made it entirely out of things found in my toilet.


 

Last I have made someone really important to me angry, and I honestly don't know how it happened and what to do do fix it...

*sighhhhhh*

Catty has seen already hohoho

but here's one of my costumes for Supa~ it's nearly done :3

Ambroidery of helllll OTL

Ohhhhh how I suck at it....>

I started one of my weapons for Sydney Supanova saturday.....

look at that shape mannnn..... =O

and and and

I am Catty.